So you do not get the point that genuine use of Psychedelics/entheogensis is not about 'getting high' but much more about letting go of that which limits awareness
of what already is? You just a bit of a tripper ? Disappointed, slightly... though not surprised that you don't live up to your moniker. Bit of advice? Don't go say hello
ruin your life. Enjoy
Psychedelics have changed my whole outlook on everything in life. More to being realistic about the world, bringing my mind back down to Earth to seeing everything very simply after the complex trip they can give while I’m high.
They also allow me to let go of both ego and insecurities at the same time. Just very calm about myself and how things pan out around me. Especially after suffering from depression in the past.
I don’t seem to be thinking about things like “what do they think about me?” “where do I fit in?” “am I attractive to girls?” “do people think I’m fat?” “do my mates find me funny?” “do people find me annoying?” “do I earn more money than them?” “am I good at my job?”
I don’t feel the need to be part of something, don’t feel the need listen to certain types of music because others do, but at the same time don’t feel the need to be different or non-mainstream for egotistical reasons (just because I’ve realised that “normal” and mainstream things lack substance, complexity, personality and creativity).
I’ve realised that I don’t really ‘fit-in’ with society or even my mates. But I now feel comfortable with that rather than feel lost about it.
But when it comes to religion. The word should be banned and replaced with “mythology” because the distinction between real life and made up fantasies should be obvious. Like knowing the difference between being high and being straight. If you don’t realise that distinction you can have bad trips and come out of them badly. When the distinction between real life and fantasy is realised I think the whole human race would better off.