I love so many aspects about living in the states, but the gun culture is sad and depressing, to see the continuing systematic abuse and killing of these young black males is even more so. The fact that I dont think it can or will ever change is the shitty icing on the shitty cake.
I'm going to raise my kids right, with good morals and good values. Honestly, I feel thats all I can do. Well that, and hope that myself or my family are never in the wrong place at the wrong time FFS.
I used to dream about moving to the US when I was in college. I had gone through the entire process of sending out applications to 3 universities. I ended up choosing an English university and I remember being really gutted, almost upset with myself, about sacrificing my dream for the convenience of not being too far away from my family and friends.
As a fully grown man now, I have literally no interest in living in your country and I'm glad I made the choice I made in the end. I'm not saying the US has no redeeming qualities. It's certainly a wonderful country in so many aspects, and I love holidaying there, but just being a 6'3 black man, that fact alone, makes it an intimidating idea - then there are other aspects of normal American society that I, as a European, just fundamentally disagree with - such as healthcare, gun culture etc.