Falastur said:
Honestly, I've suspected I have depression for some time. But still - I just feel like we've never been comfortable at the top. There's always something going wrong. To me, it's just Typical City, always out there to screw things up for us.
If you suspect it get some help, no one should ever feel that down about something, as for the logic of optimism, it's just the flip side of pessimism they are both feeling about the what is essentially unknown, the turn of a card if you wish and they are both just thoughts and thoughts create your world