I split up with long term ex 7 years ago and vowed never be in relationship again wouldn't go through that again. Out with a few girls after that and none seemed right so stopped seeing them. Was really enjoying my single live again last couple years, never home, loads of weekends away, going to City. Started seeing a girl in work 5 months ago, known each other 5 years but only saw each other outside of work at work dos, got chatting properly on October, we just clicked straight away and off course like a fucking idiot I fell for her hook line and sinker. She called it all off on Tuesday as trying to get her own business up and running so can't commit or spend time in relationship, gave her all the stuff about I'll help, I'll see you when you want etc etc but she said she couldn't and wasn't fair on me, I knew this at the beginning and did stress I wouldn't stop her or in any way hold her back.
So my biggest regret at the moment is giving her my heart and sitting here not slept for 2 days didn't eat for 2 days, roll on Monaco to I get plastered
I'm a fucking plum, I'm fucking 55 next week not a teenager - hopefully be able to give me head a wobble and a shake at the weekend
I know I'll be fine in few days but fuck sake man up to fuck