My fiance made redundant last friday, my mum today. My mum has worked for one retail shop for 22 years. She's got no idea what she is going to do now. My missus has lost a great grandmother to this, I lost my aunt a couple of months back. On top of that we were meant to be getting married next month. Put back a year. I hoped to be married, with a mortgage and hopefully even set to be a dad by this time next year. We've both lost so much money from this pandemic that fuck knows when all that will happen now.
I know some people may have had it worse, but I can't lie - I'm utterly, utterly exhausted. Just really, really effected our lives in lots of very shite ways. Could really do with a hug off my mum and dad right now! But yeah... makes it worse that I just can't see the end of any of this too.
sorry, just ranting. Just needed to.