Ten years on and i still can't get my head around this, world at his feet , national team manager , great pundit apparent happy family life , and loved by many , a sad loss to the game and his family. Always was old skool in my opinion on suicide , it was a cowards way out in my book , but Gary Speed's suicide changed my views , some people must have some serious mental issues to consider taking their own life , and hopefully the awareness has now raised and some lives are being saved