Bless you Isla. I don't mind admitting this has quite literally brought me to tears.
If you're reading this Tony - WELL DONE. You stepped up to the plate and did what you had to do and you tried! There are many here and I'm sure in other clubs' forums who admire you and wish they had done the same.
Like you thought you would never do what you did, I never thought I'd write this and mean is.
FOOTBALL IS UNITED.