hi Tiny
i would have posted early but in all honest i didnt know what to say. People will tell you it will get better with time and if like me you dont believe it, dont want to hear it. But honesty it does get better. They is no time limit on this and no shame.
My dad passed away 3 1/2 years ago, i still miss him like hell, i still have a cry every now and again, but its mostly just thoughts and things i miss. I miss our chats but i still have them in my head with him. He and his dad are the reason i and my kids are City. We had great times like the last Maine Road match and the Aguerooooo moment
My dad is with me every day as i got married about a year after my dad passed, and my missus agree that i could wear dads wedding ring as my wedding ring. She wanted to give me a wedding from her but see knew what my dad meant to me as was fine with it.
I am the bloke in the stand that when City score i kiss my wedding ring as i cant hug dad ! I am lucky.
i have found this site amazing place to just get things of my chest , sometimes i just ramble on, if you find it to hard to chat with people sometimes just writing it down helps , thats what i do.
Stay strong Tiny , take care
PS great picture