Perhaps you should also consider how lucky you've been for 45 years.
Lucky never to have missed a home game through illness - your own or a close relative's.
If you have kids, lucky never to have missed a game because you had to put your kids interests ahead of your own.
Lucky that you could always afford to attend a game.
Lucky that the demands of work never made you miss a game.
Lucky that your mode of transport never broke down on the way to a game.
So, now you've had a slice of bad luck. That's just life for most of us and yes, it is the way the "mop flops".