“The world is made for people who aren’t cursed with self-awareness.”
Annie Savoy, “Bull Durham”
First off, well done to
@mrbelfry for bringing up a record that I’ve probably struggled more than any other to form an opinion about. I’ve seen Ant From Up There categoriz(s)ed as “baroque pop”. I dislike that term; it should be reserved for high school students playing AC/DC’s “Thunderstruck” on xylophones. I prefer “chamber pop” better, though even that’s not perfect. I’m not sure it really matters anyhow, because before we get to the music, we have to talk about whether or not we believe Isaac Wood.
And I do. His depression seems very real, his descent into darkness not a pastiche. The fact that he quit the band due to "mental issues" four days before this record was released sprechgesangs volumes. Whether that was because he was afraid of what the reaction to this record might be, or a fear of dragging down the rest of the band with him, or a chemical imbalance combined with some horribly negative experiences, I don’t know. I don’t think it's for artistic effect, and I don’t think it’s self-pity. That’s why I included one of my favo(u)rite movie quotes above — he knows himself all too well to continue on his current course (which, I presume, would have been re-creating his nightmares in concert).
In this way he is very different than two other anti-hero behemoths, Thom Yorke and Kurt Cobain. Both remain absolutely revered, and enormously popular, and have/had far less self-awareness than Isaac Wood. Yorke is a fraud, his misanthropy calculated for maximum impact on his audience while he rides around in limos and moans about how tough life is as a rich rock star. But his inability to see his own laughable, ludicrous hypocrisy is a blind spot. Cobain is the opposite end. His popularity, being tagged as “the voice of a generation” in his mid-20s was too big a load to bear, and never what he wanted, especially dealing with own twin demons of serious gastrointestinal issues and a heroin addiction. He couldn’t be himself because he belonged to everyone else. So he took what he saw as his only way out. This is also a tragic example of a lack of self-awareness that makes one sad rather than angry (as I am about Yorke) as times always change, new voices come, the options to step away from the spotlight are infinite — choosing a shotgun is only one (and the most drastic one).
The world is made for a Yorke and a Cobain . . . not an Isaac Wood.
What I found in him is a lack of affectation. In that way I find Wood like a colossally-depressed version of James Murphy of LCD Soundsystem. Rather than “Dance Yrself Clean”, his motto is “Quit Yrself Clean”. The little references to Billie Eilish and Charlie XCX and the Adkins diet and the genius daughters in France are all Murphy-esque; the build-ups and instrumental layering; the symphonic ambitions mixed with cacophony — as much as BC,NR owes to Steve Reich (and Philip Glass) — which is a lot — they owe as much to the crew that wrote and played “Daft Punk Is Playing At My House” and “North American Scum”. You just can’t dance to ‘em (actually, yes you can — see below) and they aren’t as funny, but that’s on Wood’s inner turmoil.
Of course, Isaac Wood is gone now, and I agree with folks who say this band probably should have pulled a Joy Division/New Order move and changed their name when he departed (without having heard any new stuff admittedly). Does the cacophony, density and dissonance have a point to make? I’m not really sure. It’s missing something even with Wood, and what I think it’s missing is visuals. I was completely unsurprised to read the band members talking about scoring a film. While listening to this, I thought it would have made a great ballet score. Part of this is because hands down my favo(u)rite ballet is Jerome Robbins’ “Glass Pieces” which takes a variety of Philip Glass music as its score. And, hell, “Hurry Up, We’re Dreaming” is based on M83’s music, and that guy from Winger even wrote music for a ballet. I listened to this several times and kept seeing Yuan-Yuan Tan and Tiit Helimets in a pas-de-deux.
Sorry, I’m really getting specific here to my hometown experiences. Moving on . . .
Aurally, the first two-thirds of the record has a lot of surprises, like the interrupting drum on "Bread Song”, or the simplicity of the synth of “Good Will Hunting”, and these are full-fledged actual songs, whether I find the instrument selection too odd or the tempo changes too abrupt. The Concorde metaphor also rang a chord with me, being a finance guy with a love of aviation, and I actually spent a bit of time reading about how psychologists have used the sunk cost fallacy to describe we people stay in otherwise harmful relationships. That in turn makes me wonder how much of Isaac Wood’s noodling is about his presence in the band and the difficulty in letting go (it was easier for Peter Gabriel mentally, I guess).
The hard part, as nearly everyone else has mentioned, is the last three songs, which spiral down into a nearly-endless swamp of musical Gordian knots that neither the band nor — especially — Isaac Wood seems able to disentangle themselves from. I kind of wonder if that isn’t the point of them, but that doesn’t make them any easier to listen to, though his plaintive cries to the weather god that “snow globes don’t shake on their own” I found quite moving and cringeworthy at the same time. “Too long” yes, but real misery and depression are too long too, and an hour can feel like a day.
In the end, this wasn’t so much I record I enjoyed as one I both felt and endured in equal measure. Like others, I am impressed at the scope and the landscape of the ambition. Unlike others, Isaac Wood absolutely makes this record what it is, and I didn’t find him anything other than additive. That said, this is incomplete as performance art without visuals is, and for an old-fashioned good time, this simply isn’t one and isn’t supposed to be one. In the end, the best comparison is probably Throbbing Gristle, though their innate horrible weirdness is nothing like this.
Whew.
7/10 and an absolutely brilliant pick for making me work so hard. I may sideline myself next week if I have to use my brain at all.