Plays By Sense Of Smell
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Had a bit of the same feeling over August then into Sept. Early lockdown was a breeze - had two huge projects that hung on me and smashed the first. The second was a huge struggle tbh due to continual let downs from suppliers (who knows what they might have been going through themselves) - but just got it over the line end July. Jobs done in the end - but they were intense.Hello again.....
Bit of an unusual post to make, but over this last couple of weeks I sort of have the feeling that i've run out of steam and energy that I had earlier in this period....
I picked up a couple of little projects to keep myself busy from March onwards but I don't currently have the desire to engage with any of them. I feel like something is wrong all the time but I can't say for certain what the root is. I dare say that i'm feeling a bit like it's Groundhog Day.....
I dread bed time. I am lucky enough to be able to work from home and still earn money for now, a privilege not available to all. I have a meeting booked with a career coach tomorrow to get started on the path to a career change. I just wish I could shake the feeling of impending doom.
Soon as they were done, brain was frazzled and seemed to take a break - short term memory was a joke for about a week. Took a week off after that, came back in and wished I'd taken two. No interest in work (in fact, sick of the sight of it sometimes - normally I love my job).
Difficult to focus on any single task, sudden moments of exhaustion - regularly took a lie down for about an hour each time I felt it.
Seemingly mild compared to some, but it was a big worry - shared it (Though not all of it) with my boss - who was very good.
Didn't need to do much, just let him know how I was feeling and my concerns that it was affecting me /my performance. Got a feeling it might have been a mini-burnout,possibly made a bit worse due to the lack of social contact, etc.
He shared a bit that it wasn't just me - and had a check-in once a week to see how I was feeling. Just listening, nothing more, but think think these both helped.
Also shared with a couple of close friends - and listened to them. That really did help. Been helping a few other people out privately, and am now bouncing along and got a lot more spring and inspiration as I see them doing well too. Tried a few new 'out of the comfort zone' things and opportunities seem to be popping up and everything looks a lot brighter.
So, like everyone else, happy to listen - if you need, just PM.
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