I'm experiencing wierd emotions. I am still incredibly scared, nervous and anxious, to the point that i am not sleeping very well and not getting ANY work done whatsoever. Yet at the same time, i have great belief in our players and our manager. Despite us not being used to this as a club, on an individual level, we have numerous players that have experienced the pressure of having to perform at the business end of the season. I have 100% faith in our players' ability to claim the 4th Champions League spot, so why am i so fucking scared? I should be relaxed, but i can actually feel the tension and stress within my body and it's making me ill.