Honestly, seriously, I just find it a bit pathetic and childish.
We may not like the 2016 referendum result. Surely you can recognise that I certainly did not and I still do not. It's not something I want and our leaving will impact upon me badly.
But we simply cannot, whatever the circumstances, hold a referendum the result of which all concerned say will be binding, respected and acted upon, and then turn around later and say "you know what, we're not sure you meant it, have another go". People can dress a second referendum up anyway they like to make it sound better. Call it a "Peoples' vote" FFS, say "if we'd know then what we know now, etc etc etc" But in reality it's a 2nd bite at the cherry for us Remainers who lost, and another hurdle for those who won already. It's not on.
Johnson, who if you've read my posts, I have never been a fan of, to his great credit has come in, shaken everything up, gained movement from the EU where they said there would be none, and somehow, has managed to tread the delicate line needed to get a very very slim majority in favour of *something*. Yes his tactics have been crass and bull in a china shop, but desperate situations call for desperate means. His holding everyone's feet to the fire about the end of October and the no deal threat, shook things up. It needed shaking up.
I can see this as a Remainer. I suspect in your heart of hearts you can see it as well. He's done a decent job, but your hatred of Tories and hatred of the Brexit result is a mist that seems to cloud al rational judgement.