No you dont find it shite , you find it too difficult to imagine, it is, but the evidence proves it, so I try and understand it best I can. Whereas a few, not many, make up stories with no evidence to replace the facts of life.
Theories only take hold when the evidence in front of us explain what we see better than the theory that went before, your theories dont explain what we see with our own eyes and those of us who have been to space, or is that faked ? Your theory ignores all the evidence, and suggest thousands of people have been in on a conspiracy for hundreds of years Why would they ?