I'm being made to feel guilty like the worst person in the world for wanting to be there. I keep being told we were at the players lifting it at the etihad, and also at wembley, so why do i need to go. We're picking dad's funeral flowers in the morning, and then going to see him at the funeral home on Tuesday afternoon... (lid on, but i wanted to have a "talk" with him..) before the funeral on Thursday. Am i such a woman of a person for still wanting to put myself though being at the parade? :( I want to go, i'm 44, i can do what i want... right? I'm not saying i'm not in a weird daze and stuff, but my family are acting like we don't "need" to go. Fuck it i'm going, i want to tell Vinny i love him, i'm sure he'll hear me..
(sorry for this post, never been to a funeral before and this last few weeks has been a bit of a wreck of emotional sings.. i'm doing a 2am waffle)