Ever Thought About Suicide?

[Bigga]

Sometimes mate you need to pull your head out of your own ass

So do those who think leaving parentless kids childless parents and friends behind.

You have NO CLUE what it is to be in the grip of mania.

The time I fooked up my knees, my head was buzzing around with thoughts and impulses at 100 mph and the over riding feeling was to end it to stop it all. If I could have howled at the sky for the release, I'd have done it!

Whilst The Verve sang to me pulling into a dark place, they also kept me from doing something stupid cos I was listening to their words. Better to have walked 30 odd miles than be in a ditch, somewhere.

I will say, though the people you mention are in such a vice, they feel there's no way out, in that moment. It's there, but they can't see it.

I was lucky there was a slither of light for me to escape through.

You have no clue, Jonathon.

 

[berger10]

There's always one. I'm glad I was lucky enough to get to where I am mentally now, and just as glad that I don't allow the ignorance of others to upset or stigmatize me.

With 1 in 4 sufferers, it's likely to bite everyone on the arse directly or indirectly at some point, just like a cancer.

 

[brooklandsblue2.0]

So do those who think leaving parentless kids childless parents and friends behind.

You have NO CLUE what it is to be in the grip of mania.

The time I fooked up my knees, my head was buzzing around with thoughts and impulses at 100 mph and the over riding feeling was to end it to stop it all. If I could have howled at the sky for the release, I'd have done it!

Whilst The Verve sang to me pulling into a dark place, they also kept me from doing something stupid cos I was listening to their words. Better to have walked 30 odd miles than be in a ditch, somewhere.

I will say, though the people you mention are in such a vice, they feel there's no way out, in that moment. It's there, but they can't see it.

I was lucky there was a slither of light for me to escape through.

You have no clue, Jonathon.

Jonathan.

I do have sympathy but still say its selfish.

 

[Bigga]

I'll apologise for misspelling your name. I knew it was wrong but I was hitting 'submit' at the time and I couldn't be ars*d correcting it.

 

[blue John]

every day for the last six months but then I think of my girl being left by herself and I know I just have to put up with the shitty hand I have been given

 

[tommyhair]

Thought about it, attempted it, had my door kicked in by the paramedics(or police, I dunno), woke up here and there whilst they pumped my stomach and the next thing I knew I was in a psych ward!

All because a stupid b*tch drove me to the brink by refusing me seeing my kids. It dragged on for a few years before I reached that state, mind!

That's when I had to cut myself off in order to get 'me' back.

sounds like your back on track, well done

 

[TonyM]

You have NO CLUE what it is to be in the grip of mania.

The time I fooked up my knees, my head was buzzing around with thoughts and impulses at 100 mph and the over riding feeling was to end it to stop it all. If I could have howled at the sky for the release, I'd have done it!

Whilst The Verve sang to me pulling into a dark place, they also kept me from doing something stupid cos I was listening to their words. Better to have walked 30 odd miles than be in a ditch, somewhere.

I will say, though the people you mention are in such a vice, they feel there's no way out, in that moment. It's there, but they can't see it.

I was lucky there was a slither of light for me to escape through.

You have no clue, Jonathon.

Jonathan.

I do have sympathy but still say its selfish.

It is incredibly selfish but it's also incredibly tragic. People who do it aren't slefish by nature. They are by and large, the nicest, most generous, caring people 99% of the time. It's in that 1% moment that reason disappears and emotion takes over that terrible things happen. It's not easily understood and maybe you are right to be a little unforgiving because it is the same moments of irrational behaviour that leads people to give into addiction and ruin families, it's likely the same 1% moment of madness that leads to irrational murders and worse - basically all those things we do that we thought we could never stoop to. It's a crazy concept - undeserving of pity yet pitiful.. it's hard to explain unless it touches someone you love.

It you go through life never experiencing it and therefore never understanding it, I think you'll count yourself a very luck guy and I really hope that'll be the case. :-)

 

[brooklandsblue2.0]

Jonathan.

I do have sympathy but still say its selfish.

It is incredibly selfish but it's also incredibly tragic. People who do it aren't slefish by nature. They are by and large, the nicest, most generous, caring people 99% of the time. It's in that 1% moment that reason disappears and emotion takes over that terrible things happen. It's not easily understood and maybe you are right to be a little unforgiving because it is the same moments of irrational behaviour that leads people to give into addiction and ruin families, it's likely the same 1% moment of madness that leads to irrational murders and worse - basically all those things we do that we thought we could never stoop to. It's a crazy concept - undeserving of pity yet pitiful.. it's hard to explain unless it touches someone you love.

It you go through life never experiencing it and therefore never understanding it, I think you'll count yourself a very luck guy and I really hope that'll be the case. :-)

I know its all about experience and if people have really felt like that (as people clearly have on here) then Im genuinely sorry for them and it must be terrifying, However I can not get my head round doing it t others around you. Killing yourself seems tragic not to the person who makes that choice but the innocent people it affects.....thats where Im coming from.

 

[MCFC BOB]

every day for the last six months but then I think of my girl being left by herself and I know I just have to put up with the shitty hand I have been given

I can't believe this has gone unnoticed.

I really hope you pull through.

 

[bluefromleve32]

this is the most fucked up topic ever, you need to go and get help!!