I got pretty cut up reading that. I know youre not looking for sympathy and i find that incredibly dignified, all of my fears and worries have just been put into perspective. That is genuinely inspiring. It's easy to forget that life is all about enjoyment, the last few years ive had exam after exam and expectation after expectation shoved down my throat. I majorly fucked school up, got rejected by every uni i applied to. I ended up, basically, running away from it all. I moved to Germany a week before i turned 18 to try and escape all that and im having the time of my life. I regret none of that. Infact, im happy because its taught me that there is a life ( a better life) following happiness instead of money. You'll be in my thoughts, mate.