So sorry to hear of your sad loss mate, I remember your post a while back it was such a heart felt moment, I can tell by what you have written just how much he meant to you. I said the very same words to my father ( if i can be half the man as he and my son loves me half as much as I love you then il be a happy man). Not knowing that my father to was dying. Take comfort from this my friend as your father will have known just how special you are. And it is true what they say (time is a great healer) and your pain will slowly ease. Take care mate and be strong for your family and God Bless R I P.