Been on 20 a day for the last 20 years and I have promised the wife and kids that I will stop in the New Year. The problem is I'm not convinced in my own head that I will be able to do it so feel as though I've failed already so......ergo.......no point in trying! The problem is, like the OP, not overly looking foward to dying young and missing my daughter's growing up. I admire what you've done mate, it takes a lot of self-discipline.
Any advice from any quarters greatly received.
Any advice from any quarters greatly received.