Agree totally about the effort trying to stay upright, it was exhausting & we thought it best to go & lie down in our cabin & hope for the best.
I was with my first wife & our two young kids on that awful journey home.
I won’t lie, I was so worried for them that the ferry was going to sink.
It’s that feeling of being completely helpless & just hoping to get through it.
It put me right off the longer channel crossings & i have only used the short crossings or the channel tunnel since then.
Fair play to you though, I cannot imagine 42 years at sea.