Dummy - Portishead
I'm sorry, but this is one album where I simply cannot disassociate the original write-up from what I'm listening to for the first time. I have no actual reference, I have no association, to what I've read prior to listening to this album. When this album was released, 32 years and 2 days to the day - I had just celebrated 3 years of marriage and 3 months of moving into our first and only home where we started and raised our family.
I can't say I've lived through the same pain and grief that threespires describes here. I lost my Mom 3 years ago, and it hurt like hell, but at least I had my spouse there with me to help me through that time. But what if I didn't have that rock during that time? How would that have gone for me if other things were falling apart? Honestly, I can't even think of that. I think about what that period would have been like without her support, and going though such relationship challenges, and I come back to this song "Roads":
"I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say"
This song alone brought me to tears. It wasn't about anything going on with me, it was about one of our own was likely feeling in hearing this and going through the crap back then feeling alone.
Do I like the tunes? Yes, "Glory Box" is a fantastic closer just as "Mysterons" starts the album off with its eerie sound. Two strong bookends there.
Do I fully understand this album yet? No, and I'm not sure I fully will, but I certainly plan to listen to it again, and if I ever really need it (and I hope I don't), I know something like this is out for me. "Sour Times" and "Numb" that would be, indeed. It's an 8/10 for me. Oh, and the vocals here are strong as hell. *
* this review was not brought to you by the letter "R", because that wouldn't be fair or accurate to either artist