What is the worst thing about your everyday existence?

[BimboBob]

The realisation that my life has not turned out the way i thought it would, had kids very young and therefore threw myself into my job to progress and spent all my spare time with the family.

now i'm 42, one kid has left home and the other one is hardly ever at home and just grunts on his way past in the morning. The job that i have is quite good but stressful and now the kids are grown up and settled the drive i had has started to wane. ( in all honesty it has well and truely fucked off ). so now i'm in a job that i don't really enjoy getting stressed each day and i know if i don't do something soon time will pass me by and i will being doing this until i retire.

add to this that I don't get by cock sucked by 18 year old girls anymore and i am well pissed off.

I'm sure Bob will help out when he hits 18 mate. Only 4 years to wait.

 

[PJMCC1UK]

The fact that I wasted time and money in the past and it has cost me dearly both financially and the fact that I'm still at home at 29. Fucked up big time in my youth. too much of a dreamer some times.

 

[BlueHammer85]

My past crippling my every day life. Traumatic events in the past that have limited things I can do in life because they never go away and won't stop effecting my psyche.

They ruined my confidence and self-esteem so much that at one point I wouldn't leave the house for longer than I care to admit. I still don't go out as much as I'd like but I've at least managed to start earning a simple living working from home in the past few years (which in turn lets me spend far too long on Bluemoon :P).

Also the reason I've not gone to as many City games as I want to, just a few each season which have been a test, but it is something I want to change near permanently in the coming season or the one after.

sexually abused ? bullied ? Scared to leave the house ?

open up fella , were all family here

 

[Pigeonho]

Not being in the relationship I was in with the mum of my kids. Not necessarily because I miss her, but because I only see my kids half of what I want to. This time 4 years ago life was 100% perfect with nothing to gripe about. Now, as I approach 34, it's not and it's all down to that. The current Mrs P is awesome, and i'm 'lucky' that I see my kids 50% as some dads don't get to see their kids at all, but fuck sometimes it feels like a lifetime ago, and that secure feeling is no more. I remember just before She left I was out for my 30th and a lad who was with us had just split from his Mrs after 8 years and he was a mess. His life which had aim and purpose was all in bits and I could see that 'what the fuck do I do' look haunting his face. I remember thinking to myself, 'god I am one lucky, lucky man', knowing I had my family at home. Just 3 weeks later I was that man with the haunted, 'what the fuck do I do' look on my face. Gutted :-(