I dabbled in blueview, bluewatch etc I wasn't a regular user I did it mainly for pleasure mostly at the weekends which I could handle. Then noticed on some of the forums people kept mentioning a site called bluemoan. Other users told me to stay away from it as it would send you mad but I didn't listen and thought having one sneaky peek at the the place wouldn't do me any harm.
That was my mistake once on it I found myself browsing every city related topic I could moan about from the ticket office to pies I had found my nirvana.
At first everything seems fine but then you start to go deeper and before you know it your in a thread about muffins or barms, or discussing if the moon landings were real and it's actually an interstella space craft hidden underneath the rock. I now spend my time lurking in the transfer forum hoping to get the same buzz as I once did reading about sultanas in pies but to no avail the transfer forum is a dark dirty place full of seedy people who would kill their own mother to be ITK.
On a happier note I am getting help of sorts. I lurk on rag cafe every now and again. Although this is thankfully not a cure it does make me feel better about myself as I could be worse off and be one of those deluded idiots.