Same here, but i'm also realistic that whilst we continue to fund these "projects", there are still people living here that are not enjoying the same lifestyle as others currently do.
I simpyl don't see how the UK being at the forefront for all the political disputes between nations, because it's clinging to it's sense of "relevancy", being backed up by an EU that also wants "relevancy", especially in the face of Russia, China and US, is in my opinion an outdated concept.
This is why I want our relationship with Europe to be first and foremost, economic, not political, and recent language coming from MEP's from the continent suggests that they are not happy with our current setup and demand more involvement from the UK towards their project.