Now you come to mention it, I did break down at Wembley when we beat Stoke, all those years with my dad and never seeing us win anything.
I hugged him then and that was a real 'moment' between us.
My dad is 70 in June and can hopefully celebrate it as a family in some capacity.
I might even pay for his season ticket this year as a present, just to say thank you for everything.
He was angry when he found out I sold my wedding ring and 40th birthday watch last year to keep my business afloat, turning up the next day with £2k in cash at the door.
He told me there and then that family was everything to him and don't ever keep quiet again or he would kick my arse up and down the street.
As I've said previously, this has been a massive learning experience for me this year and humbled me in more ways than I thought possible, whether it has been family coming to help me or the kkdnbese of strangers on here.
Covid killed my business, I thought it would even kill me, but I like the person I have become much more during this time.
I have got to the age of 46 and realised nothing is forever, take it all in, good, bad, or ugly.