That’s really rubbish kaz. I’ll be mortified I’m when either of my dogs die and not sure how I’ll cope. But you just have to I suppose. Are you thinking of getting a silva 2?Been struggling for ages ,losing silva has killed me,i am really highly aware that people are losing people so I didn't want to be insensitive and wail about a cat,in my world where I can literally go months without seeing anyone except delivery men and the dr,she was my person if you see what I mean,I miss constant cuddling and something else living and breathing in the house,i went completely off my head last time ,i am really trying not to do that again
Where to start with covid,in hospital again a couple of weeks ago because it has damaged my lungs and I couldn't breathe,I get breathless doing the simple things,I am scared to sleep at night as I think I will stop breathing,I sleep early mornings and half the days,some nights I don't sleep at all then like yesterday 15hrs,i do stupid things to ease the pain that I don't want to talk about
You may have noticed my lol has all but disappeared,i am trying ,i really am,on my own it has been tough,those of you of my age on your own and not healthy will know what it is like,it is awful
The second I broke my shoulder my health has gone from one bad thing to another,i fear I am never going to get back to where I was,anyway I didn't expect to lay all this out but there you have it
I was enjoying getting out with some of you and going to games,i hope that comes around again
Anyway,enough about me
Just keep believing and try and watch things on telly that Make you happy or are important to you. I watch the last episode of after life (series 1) when I’m really low as it reminds me of dark times and coming through them.
Keep taking and sending you good vibes x