blue44
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Christ on a bike,I can relate to your post.Don't mind admitting I'm really struggling this afternoon for the first time in weeks. Lovely weather + at home bored etc. This is the end of week 4 and after the first week struggles things seemed okay but something has 'clicked' in my head today and the temptation to walk to Aldi and grab a few bottles of cider and grab some ice and chill with tunes is becoming overwhelming.
This really is a bastard of an illness and those voices can literally pipe up at any time.
The weather here is steaming hot and so
hand in hand with just thinking "sod it,beer o'clock " ,I thinl thats why.Iv loved Thailand for decades,its allowed me to booze and say "I'm on holiday" I'v earned it etc.
Me and my wifes family went out early on friday and did all the local tourist sites where we currently are,on coming back to our hotel I asked my b in law if he wanted some beers after driving us around all day, he did, so.off i went and bought the Changs (lager) and ice for him and my father in law,came back.and watched them get tipsy while.i drank water,my resolve is tested permenantly but i have to break through it all.
Its a psychological addiction for me as much as the physical cravings.
Hot days makes it worse,its strange but true.
Good luck all.
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