Well, after that meltdown today two things are clear to me.
1. If Lenny was going to be replaced this week, he wouldn't have taken that conference. He came out raging and apart from concerns for his mental health, it's clear to me he and Lawell are going to try to ride this out. That's going to fuck up my and every other supporters mental health.
2. I need to step up.and take the blame for the club's whole decline and especially, our collapse this season. As I sat there, it suddenly dawned on me that if it wasn't their fault, then it must be mine. I should have stopped buying pricks, stopped playing guys who were playing like pricks. And while I'm 8n the subject, my decision to appoint Lenny in the shower was a mistake. I've been stuck in lockdown and was getting bored, so, saw a great deal in Dubai due to covid and thought, what could possibly go wrong?
I am making a video later that I will put up on YouTube to apologise for my disastrous leadership. I might include a couple of songs I wrote, try and get myself out there in the music world. Let's face it, my days as a top flight coach are well and truly over. I blame the drink and my love of nightstalking and housebreaking the elderly. I just never got enough sleep.
Sorry people.