Do you have a secret?

rushts said:
karen7 said:
city saint said:
hes having his concrete boots fitted before he ends up in the canal
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Whatever he tells her won't be forgotten,us ladies are like that lol
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Ha ha, you are spot on. You wouldn't believe some of the things i've had thrown back in my face over the years lol.
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Fucking hell i bottled it.
Just to explain the reasons behind me wanting to tell her about the one night stands i'd had this year.....
Over xmas last year she told me she just wanted to be friends, i being a typical twat didnt take that too well and whilst being hugely upset i just went out and shagged anything that moved to try and take my mind off it.
She has MS and has explained that the reason she said about being friends was that she felt her illness would stop us having a real life together. During the time we were apart we still talked most days and i helped look after her when she relapsed and wasn't well but she was always adamant we were just friends.
About six weeks ago she broke down and admitted she wanted more but her illness scared her, i said id be there for her no matter what anyway but she said she now realised how short life is and didnt want to waste another second.
I have loved this woman ever since i first met her in 1985 and she is the love of my life, we were supposed to wed this year but obviously that was cancelled when we split. She now would like us to try again and maybe marry next year but i feel so much guilt its untrue, even though we were split up when i shagged those other women.
Her friends and family all say i make her happier than theyve ever seen her but the guilt i feel is awful. The problem is though is that tonight she was so happy talking about us being together and its definitely something i want too, added to the fact her MS is getting worse that we havent got loads of time to and i just knew if i told her i would destroy anything we could ever have.
I feel like a fucking coward but id never cheat on her and honestly only slept around as i thought she didnt want me anymore.
Ffs its like Mills and fucking Boon
 
bluemoon32 said:
Fucking hell i bottled it.
Just to explain the reasons behind me wanting to tell her about the one night stands i'd had this year.....
Over xmas last year she told me she just wanted to be friends, i being a typical twat didnt take that too well and whilst being hugely upset i just went out and shagged anything that moved to try and take my mind off it.
She has MS and has explained that the reason she said about being friends was that she felt her illness would stop us having a real life together. During the time we were apart we still talked most days and i helped look after her when she relapsed and wasn't well but she was always adamant we were just friends.
About six weeks ago she broke down and admitted she wanted more but her illness scared her, i said id be there for her no matter what anyway but she said she now realised how short life is and didnt want to waste another second.
I have loved this woman ever since i first met her in 1985 and she is the love of my life, we were supposed to wed this year but obviously that was cancelled when we split. She now would like us to try again and maybe marry next year but i feel so much guilt its untrue, even though we were split up when i shagged those other women.
Her friends and family all say i make her happier than theyve ever seen her but the guilt i feel is awful. The problem is though is that tonight she was so happy talking about us being together and its definitely something i want too, added to the fact her MS is getting worse that we havent got loads of time to and i just knew if i told her i would destroy anything we could ever have.
I feel like a fucking coward but id never cheat on her and honestly only slept around as i thought she didnt want me anymore.
Ffs its like Mills and fucking Boon
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Wow, bloody hell mate, can i just say what a top bloke you are. I don't think you've acted wrongly at all. Whether you tell her or not is your decision. Who knows if it will be the right decision or not. I hope you do get married and i hope the time you have together is magical.
 
If this woman is the love of your life then make the most of every second you have with her. It doesn't come along often.
You've known her for a long time, you know whether she would want to know what happened when you were apart or whether she would be happier not knowing.
Good luck.
 
bluegirl74 said:
If this woman is the love of your life then make the most of every second you have with her. It doesn't come along often.
You've known her for a long time, you know whether she would want to know what happened when you were apart or whether she would be happier not knowing.
Good luck.
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Dear Bluegirl...


LOL
 
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