Ever Thought About Suicide?

[WEMBLEY76]

Went very low in June 2008 when I
Realised my years of overspending
Had caught up with me and terrified
Of facing the future.A mixture of guilt
Shame and fear was very overwhelming and remember the day
Mark Hughes was appointed I had Sky on and was on phone to credit card company when it hit me like a brick I was in a mess and couldn't stop crying.Two years on and there is a light at end of the tunnel,on an IVA which ends in 56 months and have not borrowed money or gone overdrawn since Sept 2008.Have a completely different outlook on life and no longer aspire just notice the
Priceless things in my life which is my partner and 17 year old daughter who I am very proud of and they helped me get through and we all became closer.

 

[bowdonblue]

thanks for the offer of suport from you people but you can not give me what I have lost I just have to get on with my life as best I can
I am feeling a bit low at this time as it was 6 months ago yesterday that I lost the best thing in my life and I miss her so much

God bless you mate - hang in there blue, one day at a time.

 

[JoeMercer'sWay]

I will say this forum and you guys have given me a haven over the past couple of years, somewhere to just come on and immerse myself in distractions and random stuff, it helps, so thanks.

 

[Ricster]

thanks for the offer of suport from you people but you can not give me what I have lost I just have to get on with my life as best I can
I am feeling a bit low at this time as it was 6 months ago yesterday that I lost the best thing in my life and I miss her so much

For me John, anyone that has posted something sincere in this thread means we all have something in common and we in a way share something. If you want to talk to someone, sometimes its better talking to someone you havent met before, it kinda works a bit better cos those people wont judge you. I havent judged anyone within this topic, not even the jokers, as they have a right to their opinion too.

3 points on Sunday, and im sure that will help mate.

 

[pauldominic]

thanks for the offer of suport from you people but you can not give me what I have lost I just have to get on with my life as best I can
I am feeling a bit low at this time as it was 6 months ago yesterday that I lost the best thing in my life and I miss her so much

For me John, anyone that has posted something sincere in this thread means we all have something in common and we in a way share something. If you want to talk to someone, sometimes its better talking to someone you havent met before, it kinda works a bit better cos those people wont judge you. I havent judged anyone within this topic, not even the jokers, as they have a right to their opinion too.

3 points on Sunday, and im sure that will help mate.

Oh dear I was joking :(

I wasn't joking in the sense of poking fun at anyone.

Sorry folks I should have known better.

 

[Bigga]

thanks for the offer of suport from you people but you can not give me what I have lost I just have to get on with my life as best I can
I am feeling a bit low at this time as it was 6 months ago yesterday that I lost the best thing in my life and I miss her so much

You know, John, of all the things that have happened to me surrounding death (losing two good friends to suicide, a parent to a heart attack and and finding a baby in its cot stone dead, for a few examples) I've never yet lost someone really really close to me.

I, honestly don't know how I'd cope if/ when that happens. I'm just glad you have that light to hang on to, in your girl.

I wish you peace, healing and strength, my friend.

 

[gazhinio]

thanks for the offer of suport from you people but you can not give me what I have lost I just have to get on with my life as best I can
I am feeling a bit low at this time as it was 6 months ago yesterday that I lost the best thing in my life and I miss her so much

You know, John, of all the things that have happened to me surrounding death (losing two good friends to suicide, a parent to a heart attack and and finding a baby in its cot stone dead, for a few examples) I've never yet lost someone really really close to me.

I, honestly don't know how I'd cope if/ when that happens. I'm just glad you have that light to hang on to, in your girl.

I wish you peace, healing and strength, my friend.

kin-hell Bigga lad, you have had your fair shair of shit aswell pal!
Good to see your getting better yourself!!
As for John, I'm afraid words fail me...I guess coming on here and being open and honest could help in the long run (and that goes for everyone else too!)

 

[LoveCity]

Have thought about it many times and tried it half-heartedly more than once too.

Only one thing has stopped me from making a serious attempt, my conscience and knowing what it would do to my mother and someone else.

 

[Bigga]

Gaz, I, attended funerals like nobody's business, at one period, to the point where I dreaded going to one. All around me, someone I knew had passed. I was attending one to two funerals a year for about 6 years. It got to me. I thought I was jinxed, underlined by the fact friends would tell me as much!

The first year after that period, where no one I knew died, was the first time I began to feel 'normal'.

I wouldn't wish that kind of experience on anyone. Not anyone.

 

[gazhinio]

Have thought about it many times and tried it half-heartedly more than once too.

Only one thing has stopped me from making a serious attempt, my conscience and knowing what it would do to my mother and someone else.

Have you seen your doctor about this pal?
If not, then reading through a few posts on this thread should point you in the right direction!
Good luck blue!!<br /><br />-- Fri Apr 29, 2011 10:32 pm --<br /><br />

Gaz, I, attended funerals like nobody's business, at one period, to the point where I dreaded going to one. All around me, someone I knew had passed. I was attending one to two funerals a year for about 6 years. It got to me. I thought I was jinxed, underlined by the fact friends would tell me as much!

The first year after that period, where no one I knew died, was the first time I began to feel 'normal'.

I wouldn't wish that kind of experience on anyone. Not anyone.

I know what your saying Scott, when your low good news doesnt seem to excist does it?
If you ever feeling down and need a chat or a beer pal, just let me know...your round ha ha?.....; )