No, i agree and its an honest assessment. I guess at the time and I can't remember I joined for a reason. Don't know why, don't know what was going on with the club or my life but I joined with the intention of getting involved. I lurked, as you do. Getting a feel for the place, learning the rules and etiquette, nervous at getting shouted down. Nervous! I was mid 30s in 2008 and nervous about posting on a forum! But any how, for one reason or another, I never took the step to being an active poster. Many times, I've read things and wanted to post in anger but never did. My first couple of posts, I remember being the last post on the thread! Seemed I had a knack for killing threads which didn't help. Then I'd post, get a response and then by the time I came back on it was days later and it seemed ignorant so I stopped and became a lurker. Now, things in my life have changed. Kids are older, I more settled and have more time. I realise that I spend a lot of time on here and I'd miss the place. You lot don't know me but i feel like I know you, in a weird way that a hunter stalks its prey! And if everyone just lurked and didn't post, what a sad, lonely place this would be. So, I've decided for better or worse to contribute more. Sorry, long winded answer but if you don't want an answer, don't ask a question!
