The main feeling I have right now is utter bewilderment, completely stunned by this.
Scares you when someone this young is snatched away, it's just tragic.
Some people try to argue that nobody has an influence or a presence on here that everybody on here looks up to, well I think tonight proves that GSC certainly did have that. There was a reason he was voted at the top of the Bluemoon's Most Popular Poster last year, because in his own unique way he completely changed off-topic. We are now the forum equivalent of Rome infested with cats, cellars are no longer used for storing wine and none of us will ever look a tea-towel the same way again. That was him, and it's tragic that I have to say was, as there's now a gaping hole down here that with the best will in the world nobody will fill.
I never got to meet him which is a shame, and although we went back and forth a fair bit he also understood others and knew how to amuse them yet not go too far(too often!). I want to share a PM he sent me just before christmas, as I think it sums up that ability he had to be piss funny but to also be a good bloke at the same time:
GSC said:
How's it going JMW, looking back now I appreciate the support you gave around my ban even though it was a losing battle. Sometimes I call people cunts when they aren't, you know that first hand! You stand up for what you think is right.
All I can say to him as he looks down on us is that at least up there mate I can't be an arse and report you and you can't get banned up there.
Think there's only one way I can sum this up, and I think he wouldn't want it any other way with his light-hearted nature.
RIP Sam, you dear old ****.
That's the only way I can think of putting it really...was there anybody he was responsible to that we could send up a donation page to help out, or a charity he would have liked donations to or even if we just put our heads together and buy a tribute to him for the funeral as a thank you for the memories sort of thing?
Just typing funeral made it seem so more real, fuck, these things never make any sense to me, so tragic, RIP Sam, I'll miss you buddy.