Update time....
The wedding was amazing, everything we could ever have wished for and more.
Photos will be here in the next couple of days so will bang them up.
We've been away on our honeymoon as unfortunately we've had some bad news (is there such thing as good news anymore?) so we booked on the friday and left on the sunday after winning the league so we had a lot of rushing about to do.
Anyway, the bad news, its back.
The chemo isn't responding at all so i've got to go back in on friday and have it cut out again. Obviously there are more risks going in a second time, even though its in exactly the same place, more chance of infection, more chance of brain damage, loss of speech, power down one side etc. I'll be honest now, I'm scared this time. I even have to have parts of it done whilst awake which i'm not sure how i'll cope with it. probably puke everywhere tbh.
i'm sorry about my lack of postage recently, it was never my intention, i've just had so much on my mind trying to deal with what i am.
and we really do appreciate the fundraising that went into our wedding, it was a top gesture and i love you all for that.
anyway, i'll stick a post on before and after, just so you know how it goes.
fingers crossed
