Thank you for your kind words and thoughts Carl.@crublue1 my deepest heartfelt sympathies are with you at this strangest of times.
I lost my mum in the summer - I'm a 55 year old man, but she's still my mum.
It sounds like you had the best relationship and although that won't mean anything to you today or over the next few days.......it will in time.
There's no rights or wrongs in these situations, you need to do what you have to do to get through it - and you will, you honestly will.
If it's amy comfort, the day of my mums funeral was one of the nicest days of my life - seeing so many people come together to pay tribute, really comforted me on what I thought was going to be the worst day ever - hopefully you will get a similar feeling too.
I question life now - there really is no point to the whole thing we put ourselves through, you may be feeling the same way too - but, you will get through it all, we are more resilient than we realise.
If posting on here helps, then post every day - we'll help you through
So sorry for your loss, deepest sympathy mate.
I'm struggling a bit at the moment, but all the fantastic messages on here are helping me immensely.
I'll get there.
Thanks for taking the time out fella, really appreciated.