TCIB
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I have a little story i dunno if i should post here or not, basically it is an ex from 14 years ago. Seen her on fb and i'll be honest i nearly fell to my knees, you know that feeling you get maybe 10 times in your life if your lucky?, that one.
I was a useless 18yo then and soon lost interest and went off. I still feel bad for it to this day, not for me, for just leaving her.
She did not deserve it and i dunno what the fuck i was thinking, i really don't.
So yeah she accepted my genuine apology and added me, saw her face and nearly lost the fucking plot people.
I would crawl over a thousand yards of fire just to see her face to face and say hello and see her smile. I know that is soppy as shit but seeing as i am a generally emotionally cold person i thought it may give you a laugh to see me on my fucking knees haha.
We always did click but as i say i was a stupid fool of a lad. But we still click. Thing is she just started dating a lad before seeing me again.
I will be honest, i would step over his fucking corpse if i have to. I never look at other blokes women, i would not like it. However i am really struggling here to keep the convo civil. The chat is already getting close "i want to like your photo, you look so handsome still" but she can't cause new fella and so on like that. It would look a bit dodgy her adding me and immediately liking all my face pics.
She wants to meet for a "coffee" so if you see some blue down ashton with a suspiciously large grin come say hi hehe.
I may even have totally misinterpreted the chat but i would bet every single thing i own i have not, as i say i know her well and we just clicked straight off the bat.
So i know what i am gonna do, i am just delaying the inevitable and i can't help myself.
I should add this is not some passing fancy, i am totally done. I would stick a ring on her finger in a fucking flash, not even a question.
This is the only warped justification i can give myself for what i think is gonna happen and i feel for the fella i do but fuck it i want her badly.
I know some will think i am a twat for this and maybe i am but if you know the feeling then you know you just can't help it.
She has only just met the bloke to.
You got any stories of rekindled romance ? and am i **** for this ?.
It won't change my mind even if everyone wants me burned at the stake :-D
I was a useless 18yo then and soon lost interest and went off. I still feel bad for it to this day, not for me, for just leaving her.
She did not deserve it and i dunno what the fuck i was thinking, i really don't.
So yeah she accepted my genuine apology and added me, saw her face and nearly lost the fucking plot people.
I would crawl over a thousand yards of fire just to see her face to face and say hello and see her smile. I know that is soppy as shit but seeing as i am a generally emotionally cold person i thought it may give you a laugh to see me on my fucking knees haha.
We always did click but as i say i was a stupid fool of a lad. But we still click. Thing is she just started dating a lad before seeing me again.
I will be honest, i would step over his fucking corpse if i have to. I never look at other blokes women, i would not like it. However i am really struggling here to keep the convo civil. The chat is already getting close "i want to like your photo, you look so handsome still" but she can't cause new fella and so on like that. It would look a bit dodgy her adding me and immediately liking all my face pics.
She wants to meet for a "coffee" so if you see some blue down ashton with a suspiciously large grin come say hi hehe.
I may even have totally misinterpreted the chat but i would bet every single thing i own i have not, as i say i know her well and we just clicked straight off the bat.
So i know what i am gonna do, i am just delaying the inevitable and i can't help myself.
I should add this is not some passing fancy, i am totally done. I would stick a ring on her finger in a fucking flash, not even a question.
This is the only warped justification i can give myself for what i think is gonna happen and i feel for the fella i do but fuck it i want her badly.
I know some will think i am a twat for this and maybe i am but if you know the feeling then you know you just can't help it.
She has only just met the bloke to.
You got any stories of rekindled romance ? and am i **** for this ?.
It won't change my mind even if everyone wants me burned at the stake :-D