mexico1970
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Not just life choices though. In 1973 as a 14 year old schoolboy one of our teachers brought a newspaper into our French Studies class, it was at the height of the Yom Kippur war between Israel and Egypt and Syria, backed by the USA and The Soviet Union respectively. The USA had moved to Defcon 3 due to tensions over the war and the newspaper headline was “world on the brink”. Our Teacher who was an absolute bastard told us to prepare to be killed in an imminent nuclear conflict, he also said if we survived this one the odds were we’d all die in a future nuclear war. He was about 50 years old at the time, telling kids of 14/15 they had no future.
That 10/15 minutes had a devastating effect on me, I lost my ambitions, I couldn’t sleep at night and my schooling went down the drain, my dear mum was so worried about me I was asked to see a counsellor at School. I couldn’t bring myself to say why my personality had changed and I eventually left school at 16 with very poor grades after being one of the top academic pupils in my class, (maths being my favourite subject).
Cue four years later, I’m working as a trainee Cost Accountant after joining a company as a Junior Wages Clerk, I’m still haunted every night when I go to bed about being nuked, I’m not particularly religious but I said a prayer every night asking for it not to happen. I then start having a pint or four at a Club run by my mate’s mum and dad, hey presto, I get to sleep a lot better due to the booze. This carried on and I drank more and more, it was a miracle cure, a real crutch.
I’m now 66 and still drink but nothing like I did in my younger days, I still have anxiety over world events especially like we currently have and I stay away from the news to avoid worry. However there was a possibility I could have destroyed myself with the drink many years ago, I managed to curtail my input but I’d say it was touch and go at one stage. I fully understand why people use booze/drugs (never used the latter) to get through life, one of my close friends has Ascitis through drinking excessively and personal issues has caused him real problems that’s led him to his life shortening situation.
So, sorry for the long post but we’re all different and addiction is not a simple issue, there’s all kinds of factors that contribute and some are susceptible whilst others aren’t.
The teacher was Mr Williamson at Hartshead School, he’ll be dead now and I hope he rots in hell.
Most teachers I knew were really good but some were utter cunts, if a teacher takes his/her politics to work they should be tarred and fucking feathered.