I stopped working nearly two years ago, and I bloody love it. I've always hated getting up early in the morning, and I don't have to now. I bought myself a new motorbike, so I've been spending the summers riding that all over Wales or wherever I've fancied going to. I can spend hours when I want to playing my keyboards, which, now the dark nights are with us, and the bike riding has reduced, is an increasing activity. I like walking, and I don't care what the weather is like. Walking, biking, it doesn't matter, it's the wrong clothing that makes it uncomfortable.
The best bit, though, is I'm doing what I want to do, when I want to do it. My activities aren't restricted, my time is my own, and I do what I want, when I want. It's a liberating experience.
I do, of course, realise I'm getting older, and there are more years behind me than ahead, but I'm in a happier place now than I ever was years ago, when I was in a job I detested but endured just for the money.
Yeah, those days of getting up, seeing myself in the mirror, and dreading the day ahead, are long gone.
I might go for a walk tomorrow, I might go for a ride, or I may do nothing other than sit by the window watching the rain come down. It's my choice.