*lol* Are you implying I’m looking through blue tinted (rather than rose tinted) glasses when I’m watching my heroes? :-)
I’m actually making up for the years I had to miss going to matches because of my circumstances and now I can afford it I’m back. I didn’t expect sympathy from anyone then and although I have empathy and sympathy with those who can’t afford it now I know we have to decide for ourselves what we do financially. Sorry if that sounds hard I don’t mean it to just explaining my stand.