Suicide

mtinadids said:
One of those strange quirks in life that I just came on and saw this post. I'm sitting here in early hours wondering how to end my life tomorrow. Wont bore you all with details as it's a v v long story. It's been a blast all. I was there years ago when we were shit, Met a lot of you at shambles meetings, went to the five a side we did about 15 years back now. Bluemoon was a constant throughout and I thank you all for that. I just need peace now. I'm not even particular depressed as you'd think, just too tired now. Like most people at the end the best advice I can give you all is 'be kind to one another'. In the end everything else, literally everything, feels totally worthless. I think I was a nice enough guy but like us all I made many mistakes and wasn't nice enough. Don't have hate in your hearts and you gain nothing from it and at the end you'll realise you wasted the brief amount of time we as humans spend here. Tomorrow...you the reader, go tell those you love that you love them, give them a hug, smile and laugh. Anyway I'm off. This isn't a post for attention or to be dramatic. Indeed none of you will know my real name. So, therefore if this post depresses any of you tomorrow when u wake don't follow my lead, instead go make the world a better place. It's really not that hard, all you have to do is be kind. Take care fellow bluemooners. It's been a blast. X
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From what you have written you seem to me to be an intelligent, caring and really worthwhile person and people who know you are lucky to do so. The world would be a poorer place without you, please phone the number.
 
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I really hope you get the support you need Blue and you didn't go through with this. I'm so sorry to hear you're in that place.
 
mtinadids said:
One of those strange quirks in life that I just came on and saw this post. I'm sitting here in early hours wondering how to end my life tomorrow. Wont bore you all with details as it's a v v long story. It's been a blast all. I was there years ago when we were shit, Met a lot of you at shambles meetings, went to the five a side we did about 15 years back now. Bluemoon was a constant throughout and I thank you all for that. I just need peace now. I'm not even particular depressed as you'd think, just too tired now. Like most people at the end the best advice I can give you all is 'be kind to one another'. In the end everything else, literally everything, feels totally worthless. I think I was a nice enough guy but like us all I made many mistakes and wasn't nice enough. Don't have hate in your hearts and you gain nothing from it and at the end you'll realise you wasted the brief amount of time we as humans spend here. Tomorrow...you the reader, go tell those you love that you love them, give them a hug, smile and laugh. Anyway I'm off. This isn't a post for attention or to be dramatic. Indeed none of you will know my real name. So, therefore if this post depresses any of you tomorrow when u wake don't follow my lead, instead go make the world a better place. It's really not that hard, all you have to do is be kind. Take care fellow bluemooners. It's been a blast. X
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Really sorry to hear that you feel this way mate, but please reach out to someone around you for help and support, or call the Samaritans in 116 123. By all means message me if you want to chat. You do not have to struggle with difficult feelings alone. You need to talk to somebody who can help you.
 
FantasyIreland said:
I reported my concerns to the mod team shortly after he made the post.I have no update or reply......but hopefully if they are in a position,it will have been actioned.
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I'm afraid I don't have any details about this poster. I've asked the rest of the team if they know him. But I would strongly urge the poster not to do it. However dark things may seem, taking your own life is not the answer. Please, talk to someone immediately. Even if you feel you can't confide in family or friends, there are helplines out there with good people on the end of the line. I strongly urge you to give them a call. Please.
 
mtinadids said:
One of those strange quirks in life that I just came on and saw this post. I'm sitting here in early hours wondering how to end my life tomorrow. Wont bore you all with details as it's a v v long story. It's been a blast all. I was there years ago when we were shit, Met a lot of you at shambles meetings, went to the five a side we did about 15 years back now. Bluemoon was a constant throughout and I thank you all for that. I just need peace now. I'm not even particular depressed as you'd think, just too tired now. Like most people at the end the best advice I can give you all is 'be kind to one another'. In the end everything else, literally everything, feels totally worthless. I think I was a nice enough guy but like us all I made many mistakes and wasn't nice enough. Don't have hate in your hearts and you gain nothing from it and at the end you'll realise you wasted the brief amount of time we as humans spend here. Tomorrow...you the reader, go tell those you love that you love them, give them a hug, smile and laugh. Anyway I'm off. This isn't a post for attention or to be dramatic. Indeed none of you will know my real name. So, therefore if this post depresses any of you tomorrow when u wake don't follow my lead, instead go make the world a better place. It's really not that hard, all you have to do is be kind. Take care fellow bluemooners. It's been a blast. X
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Hiya mate. I totally get where you're coming from with this. I've been in a similar place myself. Nearly ended it all in 2018. As you can tell from my post, I'm still here. Let's talk about this over DM if you want to.
 
I left my house three times in three days and just walked for miles with no idea where I was going and why. I didn’t call in to work or anything. By Thursday, I had a phone appointment with the doctors that became an in person one hour later. Yes, I had depression. That was March 2020.

Suicide is the biggest killer of young men.
 
mtinadids said:
One of those strange quirks in life that I just came on and saw this post. I'm sitting here in early hours wondering how to end my life tomorrow. Wont bore you all with details as it's a v v long story. It's been a blast all. I was there years ago when we were shit, Met a lot of you at shambles meetings, went to the five a side we did about 15 years back now. Bluemoon was a constant throughout and I thank you all for that. I just need peace now. I'm not even particular depressed as you'd think, just too tired now. Like most people at the end the best advice I can give you all is 'be kind to one another'. In the end everything else, literally everything, feels totally worthless. I think I was a nice enough guy but like us all I made many mistakes and wasn't nice enough. Don't have hate in your hearts and you gain nothing from it and at the end you'll realise you wasted the brief amount of time we as humans spend here. Tomorrow...you the reader, go tell those you love that you love them, give them a hug, smile and laugh. Anyway I'm off. This isn't a post for attention or to be dramatic. Indeed none of you will know my real name. So, therefore if this post depresses any of you tomorrow when u wake don't follow my lead, instead go make the world a better place. It's really not that hard, all you have to do is be kind. Take care fellow bluemooners. It's been a blast. X
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I just hope on hope you just had a few beers last night or something and dozed off before you got the inclination to do anything.

You certainly aren't alone and truth be told I'm sure most have had daft thoughts from time to time. Some certainly more frequently than others.

Depression, anxiety and all forms of mental health are sometimes very difficult to accept and understand. I think I've had most of them all my life and I just try my best to mediate them.

Hopefully you wake up this morning in a better mood. The sun is shining here which always helps. If you like a beer or recreational drugs try and knock them on the head altogether. Start doing some regular exercise to boost your self-esteem and most importantly open up to somebody. Be that anonymously on the number provided or to one of your friends and family.

Things will get better mate. There's medication, therapy and most importantly time for healing. Make sure you use whatever works for you and hang in there.

God bless.

Xx
 
Jesus Christ I hope that poor fella woke up this morning with 2nd thoughts. no matter what bad times people are going through there’s always good times just around the corner. No matter what bad stuff has been done or said in the past there’s always enough time in the future to do good stuff or say good things. Please change your mind and talk to some on even if you’ve no clue who they are someone like me send me a DM and we can talk that way doesn’t have to be about you or how you are feeling it could be just the one thing we have in common and that’s city.


If anything I hope he at least got a chance to read this post because then we all know there’s some hope we can all help this man


Xxx
 
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