bluethrunthru
Well-Known Member
One of those strange quirks in life that I just came on and saw this post. I'm sitting here in early hours wondering how to end my life tomorrow. Wont bore you all with details as it's a v v long story. It's been a blast all. I was there years ago when we were shit, Met a lot of you at shambles meetings, went to the five a side we did about 15 years back now. Bluemoon was a constant throughout and I thank you all for that. I just need peace now. I'm not even particular depressed as you'd think, just too tired now. Like most people at the end the best advice I can give you all is 'be kind to one another'. In the end everything else, literally everything, feels totally worthless. I think I was a nice enough guy but like us all I made many mistakes and wasn't nice enough. Don't have hate in your hearts and you gain nothing from it and at the end you'll realise you wasted the brief amount of time we as humans spend here. Tomorrow...you the reader, go tell those you love that you love them, give them a hug, smile and laugh. Anyway I'm off. This isn't a post for attention or to be dramatic. Indeed none of you will know my real name. So, therefore if this post depresses any of you tomorrow when u wake don't follow my lead, instead go make the world a better place. It's really not that hard, all you have to do is be kind. Take care fellow bluemooners. It's been a blast. X
Fucking hell mate - come on - 116 123 is the Samaritans number - you need to call them pronto