As has been said, you owe nobody any explanation. You were in a place, you reached out, it did the trick, youre in a better place and ready for the fight.Hi all.
Pretty tired but you all deserve an update.
Firstly, whilst it's far from certain at moment it's been a v positive evening and, as happens in life, things change dramatically. As of the time of this post there is a lot of hope. I may soon have my life back as I know it. At some point, as promised before, I'll explain the full story. For now I'll say....the post I made, looking back at it was scary. Not scary just as I was considering suicide, but scary because that decision had already been made. I was 100% certain suicide was happening. I had been looking up the nearest train track when I typed it. I've still no idea why I decided to have one last look at bluemoon. I apologise I've simply not had time to reply to all the messages I received. They were lovely and in typical bluemoon manner, funny, articulate, straightforward and most of all caring. One thing which stood out amongst all though was that I am not the only one in a bad way on here. People who were suffering to an equal measure messaged me to say so yet still offered me support. I was totally shocked at ho many of you are suffering. So, let's remember all, the next time there's an argument on a football forum about say...whether mahrez or foden should play....does it really matter? Lol.
Anyway, I'll post story in full idc, but until then, and I have no exaggeration in this whatsoever...bluemoon.....you saved my life. You beautiful, somewhat crazy bunch. I mean that. If this forum didn't exist then neither would I right now. Thats simply a real fact. Bluemoon saved a life. I still face struggles but it seems v v much like im the lucky one who goes back to his normal life within the next week.
I'll find a way of repaying you all. In the meantime, if anyone needs a chat just DM me. Thank you, thank you all. I promise my story and this crazy thread will make more sense once I give the full details but again.....you bluemoon, you saved a life. Be proud, be happy, and always be a blue.
a lot of discussion around it and I was just watching this and asking myself why? But it seems youngsters thanks to social media are prone - middle aged men..... I have been in some scrapes and tight corners in life but never thought this was the solution.
BTW Samaritans number is 116 123 if anyone feels triggered
Thanks for the update matey, as others have said you really don't need to give us the back story as to what's gone on, unless you feel it helps you, its nobody's business.Hi all.
Pretty tired but you all deserve an update.
Firstly, whilst it's far from certain at moment it's been a v positive evening and, as happens in life, things change dramatically. As of the time of this post there is a lot of hope. I may soon have my life back as I know it. At some point, as promised before, I'll explain the full story. For now I'll say....the post I made, looking back at it was scary. Not scary just as I was considering suicide, but scary because that decision had already been made. I was 100% certain suicide was happening. I had been looking up the nearest train track when I typed it. I've still no idea why I decided to have one last look at bluemoon. I apologise I've simply not had time to reply to all the messages I received. They were lovely and in typical bluemoon manner, funny, articulate, straightforward and most of all caring. One thing which stood out amongst all though was that I am not the only one in a bad way on here. People who were suffering to an equal measure messaged me to say so yet still offered me support. I was totally shocked at ho many of you are suffering. So, let's remember all, the next time there's an argument on a football forum about say...whether mahrez or foden should play....does it really matter? Lol.
Anyway, I'll post story in full idc, but until then, and I have no exaggeration in this whatsoever...bluemoon.....you saved my life. You beautiful, somewhat crazy bunch. I mean that. If this forum didn't exist then neither would I right now. Thats simply a real fact. Bluemoon saved a life. I still face struggles but it seems v v much like im the lucky one who goes back to his normal life within the next week.
I'll find a way of repaying you all. In the meantime, if anyone needs a chat just DM me. Thank you, thank you all. I promise my story and this crazy thread will make more sense once I give the full details but again.....you bluemoon, you saved a life. Be proud, be happy, and always be a blue.
Hi all.
Pretty tired but you all deserve an update.
Firstly, whilst it's far from certain at moment it's been a v positive evening and, as happens in life, things change dramatically. As of the time of this post there is a lot of hope. I may soon have my life back as I know it. At some point, as promised before, I'll explain the full story. For now I'll say....the post I made, looking back at it was scary. Not scary just as I was considering suicide, but scary because that decision had already been made. I was 100% certain suicide was happening. I had been looking up the nearest train track when I typed it. I've still no idea why I decided to have one last look at bluemoon. I apologise I've simply not had time to reply to all the messages I received. They were lovely and in typical bluemoon manner, funny, articulate, straightforward and most of all caring. One thing which stood out amongst all though was that I am not the only one in a bad way on here. People who were suffering to an equal measure messaged me to say so yet still offered me support. I was totally shocked at ho many of you are suffering. So, let's remember all, the next time there's an argument on a football forum about say...whether mahrez or foden should play....does it really matter? Lol.
Anyway, I'll post story in full idc, but until then, and I have no exaggeration in this whatsoever...bluemoon.....you saved my life. You beautiful, somewhat crazy bunch. I mean that. If this forum didn't exist then neither would I right now. Thats simply a real fact. Bluemoon saved a life. I still face struggles but it seems v v much like im the lucky one who goes back to his normal life within the next week.
I'll find a way of repaying you all. In the meantime, if anyone needs a chat just DM me. Thank you, thank you all. I promise my story and this crazy thread will make more sense once I give the full details but again.....you bluemoon, you saved a life. Be proud, be happy, and always be a blue.
Hi all.
Pretty tired but you all deserve an update.
Firstly, whilst it's far from certain at moment it's been a v positive evening and, as happens in life, things change dramatically. As of the time of this post there is a lot of hope. I may soon have my life back as I know it. At some point, as promised before, I'll explain the full story. For now I'll say....the post I made, looking back at it was scary. Not scary just as I was considering suicide, but scary because that decision had already been made. I was 100% certain suicide was happening. I had been looking up the nearest train track when I typed it. I've still no idea why I decided to have one last look at bluemoon. I apologise I've simply not had time to reply to all the messages I received. They were lovely and in typical bluemoon manner, funny, articulate, straightforward and most of all caring. One thing which stood out amongst all though was that I am not the only one in a bad way on here. People who were suffering to an equal measure messaged me to say so yet still offered me support. I was totally shocked at ho many of you are suffering. So, let's remember all, the next time there's an argument on a football forum about say...whether mahrez or foden should play....does it really matter? Lol.
Anyway, I'll post story in full idc, but until then, and I have no exaggeration in this whatsoever...bluemoon.....you saved my life. You beautiful, somewhat crazy bunch. I mean that. If this forum didn't exist then neither would I right now. Thats simply a real fact. Bluemoon saved a life. I still face struggles but it seems v v much like im the lucky one who goes back to his normal life within the next week.
I'll find a way of repaying you all. In the meantime, if anyone needs a chat just DM me. Thank you, thank you all. I promise my story and this crazy thread will make more sense once I give the full details but again.....you bluemoon, you saved a life. Be proud, be happy, and always be a blue.
Look mate, been there- don’t do it
More people than you’ll ever know love you !!
Liam Ghallager- You’re to good for giving up !!
Play it!
Take care blue.