I think that was my fear, do something like look at my phone when driving and plough into someone. Its not something i do but just an example.
a fee years a go i had a tax situation hanging over my head (all sorted now), i was also really suffering with anxiety at the time and id lie in bed at night convincing myself i was going to prison and it was a real fear. In the end HMRC apologised and they actually owed me £250!!
i enjoy, in a twisted way i guess, the documentaries on prisons. Same as i ‘enjoyed’ the prog of which this thread is named after. But its more a perverse interest in an underworld that exists around us and so close too
Everybody finds such documentaries fascinating for a number of reasons. For some it gives an insight into a world they know nothing about and will never enter. Others wonder if they'll know anybody in it. Everyone also probably gets that kind of weird pleasure by thinking "Thank God it's not me!" as they watch it.
A bit like these 24/7 in A+E programmes, they aren't so fascinating when you're in one.