My City watching nadir and zenith occurred within 8 minutes of each other. I’d never been more depressed in my life than when Fat Bob put Gillingham 2-0 up at Wembley. It felt like there was no escape, that it would never be “our turn”, just merciless oblivion and kicks in the teeth forever and ever. I just sat there on my shitty backless seat with my head in my hands, too depressed to even get up and leave. When Paul Dickov scored it was by contrast the single biggest Adrenalin rush I’ve known to this day. Just screaming “yes, yes, yes” over and over again. Even Sergio couldn’t match it. Like everyone else I left that game utterly fucking drained.
The closest I came to matching Gillingham in terms of anger and depression was possibly that FA Cup QF defeat at home to Spurs. Mike Sheron actually put us in front, but thereafter it was a fucking car crash. I was angry at myself that day for allowing myself to hope. I should have known better.