I went to my first game in 1968, got my first season ticket in 1975/76. I grew up on stories about City from Grandad who saw the King at Hyde Road, the cup finals, Trautmann, Doherty. He loved City, its an institution in our family and a right of passage to take the younger ones.
I gave up my season tickets when Thaksin took over. I was totally against him being our owner and argued night after night on here with people about it, I gave up my Mod position and my visits here became less and less. Giving my tickets up meant I missed the Aguero moment, I couldnt get a Cup Final ticket and I was there home and away through the dark days.
Yes I am getting old too, I have let go as well as I explained, but its City and City draw you back in because its a passion that never dims, a light that never goes out.
The media, the governing bodies, opposing fans, fuck them. My grandad followed City for 70 years and saw us win 2 titles, we have won 4 of the last 5 and other trophies to boot. They cannot take away those moments we experienced, they will never live the Aguero or 100 point moment.
You are correct about this forum too, to a degree. There has always been WUMs though and opposing fans, like you I hate the misogyny but being here nigh on 20 years I laugh at the trolls as they sad bedwetting fuckwits with no life apart from a drenched wank sock when they get a bite.
City never leaves you though pal, as much as you try, they are there because you have invested so much into the club. Remember as well, its our club, we are the club, without us the club is nothing. So hold your head up high, fuck the haters, be proud to be Blue and you will always be CTID.