None of that has anything to do with my post, just that you want to see your grandkids. So you have personal reasons, not ones based on wider society. Fair enough, I get that mate. I truly do, but it's not reasoning based out of anything other than an urge to see family, and that's from the heart, not the head. I emphasise though - I want to see my parents too. I wish my wedding wasn't cancelled. I wish I wasn't having to break into money i'd save for years to get a mortgage to get by. I was planning on hopefully starting a family towards the end of this year, probs won't happen now due to no house buying plans and no money now.
I also wish my holiday wasn't cancelled. I wish my earnings weren't slashed by about 80% from this. I wish my fiance hadn't lost her great grandma to this virus. I wish I hadn't lost an auntie to it too, and that my dad could have gone to her funeral, and I could have seen him to console him at some point. My auntie died, and I couldn't even see him in person to pass on my condolences, never mind hug him. It felt awful...
Yet, I've not broken any of the restrictions and remained ultra cautious, despite being 34 and most likely fine if I caught it. I've had to argue with my parents about taking it seriously, as I want them around to be grandparents to my kids one day. But I'm aware that regardless of what I 'want', and I'd truly love to see them and give my dad a long overdue hug in particular, people could die if we just get bored, and I don't want that to happen. It's a huge sacrifice, but its one i'm willing to take to maintain their health. So I do't want the lockdown eased UNTIL there are assurances that we can deal with, and hopefully prevent a second peak.
And once again, as I quite clearly said, I AM fine with the lockdown easing IF we can prove that my parents, and many others, and hopefully not anyone you know or love, will die due to half arsed measures... it is possible, and we shouldn't accept that it isn't. If we have to wait another month or so to be sure, so be it. It'll save tens of thousands of lives.