Looking at some of the people who have been in and out over the last few weeks I think some were not far from being in the freezer room.
Fair fucks to all the nurses, care assistants doctors and consultants, they have treated me with nothing but care and compassion even during times when I was extremely incontinent and delerious
The worst night was when I woke up from a hallucination to find an old man in what looked like long robes and a long beard staring down at me at 3.00 in the morning, I thought that was it the man upstairs has come for me, turns out to be an old patient whose been in for months and wanders around at night, the nurses shooed him off