I nearly don’t care anymore. The only reason I still visit this thread is because, if I don’t, it sort of negates all the other times I’ve visited this thread in my head. I don’t want to admit it was all one big waste of time.
I click on it out of habit. I used to really want to know the verdict more than anything. No more. I guess it’s because I feared the worst, but I’ve run that scenario through my mind so many times, I’ve bored myself to death.
When the verdict does come out both sides will claim victory and the penalty won’t be known for a long time. We won’t have actually reached the end.
I now feel like my reaction to any verdict will be “so what”. Amazing really the change. When I really think about it I think I’ve been this way for about 6 months. It’s taken me until now to realise it.
I can’t be the only one?