Just stumbled accross this thread,it's been very enlightening.Oakiecokie's post could have been written by myself,ive been a sufferer since my late teens,25 years in total.In my youth i did a lot of recreational drug use,mostly amphetemines and e's,it was the height of the rave scene in manchester and everyone did,well,all my mates did anyway.I always put my anxiety down to that,but ive since learned that my mum was also a sufferer and shes not even a drinker never mind anything else.The first year was horrific and totally life changing,i used to lie awake every night thinking i was going to die.As time went on i learned how to deal with the attacks and also what triggered them.I can still get caught out from time to time by a suprise attack,the most notable being whilst scuba diving at 40m depth in the hull of a submerged ship,needless to say i hung up my wetsuit after that.The lasting effects have been many,including dread of flying,insomnia,claustrophobia,and i suffer bouts of depression from time to time.
All i will say to anyone who is new to the attacks is that they are unbelievably commonplace in todays society and you can get all sorts of help these days,for me personally i dont take medication as ive found that deep breathing and meditation can stop almost every attack in its tracks.Heavy drinking sessions almost always triggered an attack for me the following day so i no longer binge drink.
Just know that it does get easier and you can learn to manage your life around it,there are lots of people who are happy to share their experiences and talking to fellow sufferers is a great help,although supporting city overvthe last 30 years or so definately hasnt fuckin helped!