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The heart has been ripped from the club I have loved for 50 years
By Colin Shindler
Last updated at 2:07 AM on 03rd August 2009
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You see, doctor, we were childhood sweethearts, that's why it hurts so much.
I can honestly say I can't remember a time in my life when I didn't support Manchester City - body and soul and mind - but now I . . . it hurts too much . . . I can't say the words.
Right from the start I loved everything about City - the pale blue colour of their shirts, the pristine white of their shorts, the cathedral that was Maine Road towering majestically over the two-up, two-down terrace houses of Moss Side.
It was my spiritual home - much more than the synagogue, out of whose doors I sprinted every Saturday lunchtime to be home for Sports Parade - you see, doctor, even you haven't heard of Sports Parade. It was the preview programme on the radio long before Sam Leitch presented Football Focus on the telly – that's how long ago it was, doctor.
Glory days: Manchester City skipper Tony Book holds the FA Cup aloft after the 1969 FA Cup final win over Leicester
I wanted them to win every match and I was devastated when they didn't. Of course, it wasn't logical, doctor, there is no logic in supporting a football team of mortal men with that amount of devotion. But there was one man who made it all worthwhile.
He was a German, a product of the Hitler Jugend but he came to England as a prisoner of war and stayed to keep goal for Manchester City until 1964. His name was Bert Trautmann and he was the best goalie in the whole wide world. I wanted to be him and so did my best friend, Jeff Cohen.
Yes, doctor, I do understand the incongruity of two little Jewish boys hero-worshipping an ex-Nazi paratrooper within a few years of the end of a war in which his fellow countrymen had murdered six million of our co-religionists. But he played like a hero for City and surely you remember that he broke his neck in the 1956 Cup final and played on and won the Cup for us. How could you not forgive him?
Well, of course, I grew up but that didn't change my love for my team. If anything it grew stronger. My mother died when I was 13 and my life felt as if it had been shattered beyond repair. What saved me was that every Saturday afternoon I went to watch Trautmann and Bill Leivers and Joe Hayes and a Scottish goalscoring machine, a one season wonder called Alex Harley.
Pain in the neck: Bert Trautmann bravely dives in at Peter Murphy's feet during the 1956 FA Cup final but pays the price
Harley scored over 30 goals in that 1962-63 season but we were relegated to Division Two. Can you believe the luck? My mother dies in September and the following May it's either City or United for the final relegation place. In the match that decided it, the biased Red loving referee rules out a legitimate Harley goal that would have put us 2-0 up and then he gives them a penalty when Denis Law trips over Harry Dowd, the young City goalie.
United scrape an entirely undeserved 1-1 draw and we go down. What did I ever do that could have brought down that kind of Divine retribution on me?
Yes, doctor, I do understand how I transferred the love I had for my mother to a bunch of underperforming footballers in south Manchester, but you see, and this is the joy of life - or at least it is the joy of sport - there is always the possibility of redemption.
Tough guy: Trautman walks off rubbing his 'sore' neck in the final - which turned out to be broken
In July 1965, Joe Mercer and Malcolm Allison took over the club and we all embarked with them on a journey for the next few years that would cause many of us, well me anyway, to be writing about it in books and newspapers for the next 40 years.
It was the high point of our romance. What had started out as a childish obsession had grown into a full-blown love affair. Manchester City and I officially became lovers on May 11, 1968, when goals from Summerbee, Young (2) and Lee gave us a nerve-jangling 4-3 victory at St James' Park, where we snatched the League Championship from a stricken United, who had only the winning of the European Cup later that month to comfort themselves with.
Then came the children . . . the FA Cup in 1969, the League Cup and the European Cup-winners' Cup in 1970. City and I were the parents of those delightful kids and we even survived that horrible time when our beloved Joe and Malcolm left and the club was entrusted to the Machiavellian devices of Peter Swales, the chairman whose ambition saw the back of the men who had given us those days of wine and roses and trophies.
Back from the depths: Jubilant City players celebrate their 1999 victory in the Division Two Play-Off Final against Gillingham played at Wembley
I kept a place in my heart for Joe and Malcolm for a long time. Some would say too long. But only those who have loved as long and as deeply could understand what had so cruelly been taken away.
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It wasn't as though what followed was a complete disaster. True, we lost a Wembley final in 1974 with the Famous Five forward line of Summerbee, Bell, Lee, Law and Marsh, but ever-faithful Tony Book, captain in the Glory Days, managed a team that blended the experience of Colin Bell, Dave Watson, Mike Doyle, Asa Hartford and Joe Royle with the promise of the young Peter Barnes and Gary Owen.
Glory day: Colin Shindler meets City legend Colin Bell
The marriage was utterly perfect. For richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, we were one, indissoluble in our love for each other. There was plenty of poorer and sickness coming up - the disastrous Second Coming of Malcolm Allison, Steve Daley and everything that fated transfer implied (including the financial impoverishment which lasted for more than 20 years) was followed by years of relegations and promotions. The Nineties was probably the decade that tested our love for each other more than any other. It wasn't just that City were a shambles but the other lot from the Cheshire side of Manchester had finally thrown enough money at their problems to solve them.
And that was the story - how wonderful they were and how inept we were. If you keep the problems in the family you can deal with them far better than if they are exhibited to the public gaze. But with a football team it's rather hard to disguise the fact that you're playing Wrexham and you're 10th in what used to be called the Third Division. By now my son and my daughter were grown up and had suffered a childhood of taunts and teasing.
I am proud to say that their faith in Manchester City had never wavered. They knew the meaning of love that their father had painstakingly taught them. And then, just as I had told them, came that moment of redemption. David Bernstein became the chairman of the club, Joe Royle and then Kevin Keegan became the manager, we signed Ali Benarbia and Shaun Goater and we played some dazzling football and collected three promotions (and two relegations) in five years.
Getting shirty: Former Thai Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra bought the club in 2007- but soon sold up
From the legendary Second Division play-off final against Gillingham in May 1999 it took only four years before we were playing European football again. It was an astonishing revival and, with Bernstein in charge, this revival would surely be much more solidly based.
So much for fond dreams. Yes, doctor, I agree with you. I should have known better. But when Bernstein left in 2003 something seemed to leave the club with him and for the first time I started to wonder about my relationship with Manchester City.
Maybe it was my own circumstances. My beautiful wife died of cancer in 2005. The impact of this tragedy tore at the wounds opened up by the death of my mother 43 years earlier, but this time City didn't staunch the flow of blood as they had in 1962. Eastlands wasn't Maine Road, Stuart Pearce wasn't Joe Mercer, Nicolas Anelka was no substitute for Francis Lee. And now, when they ran out of money, my beloved City took to the streets and lifted her skirt at every passing lecherous bloke with five quid in his pocket.
Money men: Boss Mark Hughes and executive chairman Garry Cook pose with the Abu Dhabi chairman and owner
Mancunians sold my love to a man from Thailand who was on the Most Wanted list of Amnesty International. It didn't faze the marketing manager he appointed, who thought Thaksin Shinawatra was a good bloke with whom to play golf.
Too many fans looked no further than the money. Shinawatra's money was all smoke and mirrors. At least this Abu Dhabi lot have got money, but that's all they've got. They've taken my love who Shinawatra turned into a whore, cloaked her in the finest of silk dresses and doused her in the most seductive of Arabian fragrances.
I don't recognise her any longer. She might look beautiful but she's rotten at the core. I still love her. How could I not after all these years? The opposite of love is indifference and I'm certainly not indifferent to what happens to Manchester City.
I sit here cradling Ollie, my newborn grandson, in his pale blue kit, telling him tales of mighty City games and players that I loved. I hope that one day the phone will ring or there will be a knock at the door and she'll be there, just as she was, my team, the team of the blue half of Manchester, proud of her roots in the honest soil of Lancashire. I want to love Manchester City again, doctor. Just now . . . I simply can't.
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