Thought long and hard about this before I voted. I don't ever for a second want City, Pep or the lads to think I'm not completely, and very vocally, behind them.
I've rationalized, it's the school holidays, it's a weekend away, it's a treat. But ultimately, it's a choice, and I choose not to spend my money and time going to London, missing work and earnings, missing time with my kids, not because it's a tin pot cup or a trophy only valid if anyone but city wins it, but because it's a ridiculous, blind, and even slightly vindictive decision to hold it at Wembley on a Sunday evening.
I'd never want to play the pity card, but the fact is that following a team that is successful, and playing more games, big games like finals, gets expensive. We're hit with another ticket increase from City, and we have the envious but also wallet abusing position of being a big draw playing big games regularly.
And it's bloody arsenal. Not winners of anything. Runners up. First of the losers. We've proven we can beat them already plenty this season just gone. Don't need a placcy plate to prove it.
I have to balance it. A few beers with mates in Manchester on a Sunday vs ticket, travel, work, and time away from family for a weekend to watch the game live. Plus brownie points in the bank for the next big game. Sorry, not this time. Part of me hopes sadistically there isn't a blue shirt there, would make me feel justified. But if pep blamed that for us being beaten or not performing, I'd be gutted too.